What I'm thankful for....

It has been a rough month for our family. About six weeks ago, my youngest brother, Philip, chose to take his own life. There are days when I am okay and can go about my business functionally, and there are days when I can hardly breath. This may sound like a strange start to a blog titled, "What I'm thankful for..", but in this rough time, there has been much for which to be thankful. First and most obvious, my wonderful little brother and the laughter, love, and service he added to this world during his life. Also, I am thankful for the love and comfort I have been able to share with my sisters and with Patrick as we all grieve the loss of our baby brother. I was raised in a very special family; that has become evident through all of this, and for that I am HUGELY thankful. Part of that special family is my dad, who has suffered so many challenges and sadness in his life. As we endure this loss, Dad has been a rock. In addition, my wonderful husband and daughter have provided so much comfort and cared for me to help me along. I will always miss Philip, and wish he had not done this, but I choose to be thankful for the great, strong, comfort that he was during his short life.